Hands smell of oranges

Hands that smell like oranges. She just had finished cutting salad for her mom and it seemed appropriate to add some fresh cut oranges in it. The smell finally stuck.
Another time she was out eating with friends after she had finished class, that same smell reappeared. And we had our dinner, pretty quickly I can say, and then it was time for desert. But instead of something sweet it was time for an orange. It was so difficult to peal that her whole face was full of juices after she was done. And she ate it slowly and passionately. At that time she said to herself to wash her hands after that. But as usual she forgot. The hands were sticky, yellow and that smell... The smell stuck.
There are certain smells or situations or whatever you want to call it, in which we find ourselves stuck. Enjoy them. For example, the whole time during studying she could smell that beautiful scent of oranges. Fresh and juicy.
Cause it had stuck. 

thoughts

On valentine's day we all hope for that special someone.
We think, and think and believe that someone is out there waiting for us. And we change various moods throughout the day. From mad, to being cute and full of forgiveness by remembering our exes, to sad and vulnerable around other couples. I am sick of this life.
I am starting to wonder why humans have built such big civilisations, huge houses, bridges, cars and all those technological stuff that no one really needs in the end cause one's true purpose is to find that special someone.